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who gets a george foreman grill for free??

umm... apparently me. how totally awesome. :)

why are people so self-centered and oblivious?

the people here really make me want to quit the tv station.

why can't some things be like tv?

i'm going to check out my first apartment tomorrow.

actually, let's just rewind five years and do it all over. how does that sound?

i'm bored with this. i'm thinking of switching to xanga.

i should NOT feel like this every time someone mentions IUP and going back there in just 13 days. i thought i was ready, but i'm not. i just hate it.

hmm... i just made this thing and i already forgot about it. i'm so bad at this.

anyway, i've had so much fun this week. I've done something every night and have actually had fun!
monday: saw The Girl Next Door at Nicole's house. For some reason we REALLY liked it. I want to buy it so badly so i can watch it anytime i want.
tuesday: went to Szurley's house with Lisa to watch the Plum kids play poker. This kid there was really annoying and talking about how he's a Crip and all this stuff. I'm not totally sure if he was lying... weird.
wednesday: went to Starbucks to meet the Plum kids. not that exciting. We left after about an hour and a half i think.
thursday: band practice then straight to meet the Plum kids w/ Lisa at Starbucks to go to the Hookah Bar. Hookah-ing is so weird!! but i liked it. next time i hope to try a different flavor because the mango got a little old after awhile. OH! Lisa Hookah-ed too!!! hahaha

But now i'm really tired. I have to wake up early tomorrow for a garage sale and then i might be going to kennywood but i might have to work instead because people get really confused. ::sigh:: we'll see...

I want to visit boston. It seems so cute. I don't know when i'll ever be able to get there but i'm thinking maybe sometime during the school year i'll rent a car and go there. I'd take a friend or two for the weekend. yeah. that's the semi-plan.

i want to visit europe. basically anywhere, but specifically the UK (obviously). i'm hoping to be able to study abroad in fall 2006 at the University of Liverpool. I could travel to London to visit my cousin and he could show me around then maybe we could take a trip to where he used to live in Germany and France and we could meet his friends from the Netherlands. And of course, if i spend a semester there, i'd travel up to Scotland to the Isle of Skye. My dad would be so jealous! haha!! That's even more of a semi-plan.

i think i hate my roommate and i've never even met her. boo for me judging her already. whatever. i hate bunk beds.

i want to DO something.

this afternoon sarah called me to ask me to go over to her aunt's house for something. it turned out i couldn't go because i had to work (which i really didn't mind) and then she starts telling me what her boyfriend. Trevor, had said about me the other day. she said that he went on and on for about half an hour about how pretty he thinks i am and how he doesn't understand why i don't have a boyfriend because i seem really smart and nice and am beautiful. he said he loves my eyes and my smile. the whole time i'm thinking, "awww! how cute!" and then i was on cloud 9 all night. i know, it's really weird but it made me feel happy. and like sarah said, if someone not so good looking says you're pretty, it's a nice compliment but if someone hott like Trevor says it, then it makes you feel really good and happy. so 1) how great is it to have someone think you're pretty and 2) how great is it to have a friend who lets her boyfriend go on and on about how pretty her friend is. haha!

New journal. New attitude. But it's not like i haven't said that before. Oh well.

Once again, i've really been in the mood to go back to school. I'm ready to start over and get things going. But if i re-activated my old journal and you went back to an entry about a year ago, you'd see the same things written down. ::sigh:: This year WILL be different. Haha.

I guess i'm gonna go now. I don't have anything to update about yet. We got cable internet today and i'm going to Nicole's house tonight to watch movies w/ her and Sarah.

That's it. I'm boring.